three times in the back.

I hate feeling awful.

I would describe it as a spider bite. Out of nowhere, I feel this sting and then slowly, or quickly I start feeling my entire body go sour. It's like every synapse in my head is sending either a pulse of anger or sorrow. And then I just shut down. I don't want to move. I can't talk. I can't do anything to help myself.

I hate having people see me like this.